I don't know if I'm in a good mood to write this morning; it's 11:01AM on a Friday morning and my dad's phone call just woke me up about 20 minutes ago and now, here I am... writing!

Okay, I think I've gotten it! Perhaps, I can say I understand what's up with the break up thingy. Listen to this...

A friend of mine right now, was in love with a guy last semester. Now, this guy only wanted her as "a friend" but she wanted to be his girlfriend. She wanted him to much, he didn't want her at all and she would cry everyday just because she could see him and not have him! She said it made her life miserable, just seeing him and "just" talking with him but nothing more than that and she wanted much more than that with this guy!

One day I called her and she was crying on the phone and I wondered why. She said she saw this guy "talking" with some other girl, so she burst into tears (the guy didn't see her)! She felt so bitter, knowing she can't have this guy she's always wanted and she told me she was going to revenge and cause him to feel the same pains!

Sometimes, just mentioning this guys name would cause her to GO MAD at me and start shouting! When I asked why, she said... you know! I don't even want to hear his name cos I'll start thinking again and I can't bear the pain any longer... just stop it, i don't want to think of him!

So its clear now... the reason they decide to seize all communication is just the avoid the "pain" they go through, perhaps, just knowing that it didn't work, after putting so much into the relationship! And the only way the "think" they can deal with it is to stop all communication and interaction with the "ex-lover" so they can think less and be happier.

I just think they don't know how to handle the situation best! I've had "thoughts" like these, but I never actually did a thing like that... I think its childish and premature!

Any comments?